Read this if you'd like, Up to you. I'll get to responses one day I think.
I don’t know if anyone will accept this apology. Or if anyone will care. And if you don’t accept this that’s completely reasonable. I’ve been acting horribly for the past week or so. And I realize that after some, rather hurtful words. But whether anybody forgives me or not I’m sorry for how I’ve acted. While I do have problems, I shouldn’t have brought my negativity/self-deprecation here. It was stupid of me.
I’m not going to defend myself on this whatsoever, as I’m the one who decided to come back even though my mental health is god-awful. To be frank,I wish getting over this is as easy as flipping a switch but I’m just trying to patch myself up, without bothering anyone.
I don’t know if I can come close to making this up either. Nor will I know if I’m given yet another chance. If not then I had that coming. And since my declining mental health I just won't be touching this place. I can't really control myself emotionally if it wasn't obvious enough. Nor can I take things well. So until I feel better I guess I'll be extremely inactive again.
Say what you want about me. I wish I could say I don’t care about the negative things said but right now I really do care about that. It sorta sticks with me almost. But enough about my rambling. I’m not here to talk about my problems.
Once again, I’m sorry for this.
At least it was decent to be here for a short while. And if this isn't enough, sorry not sorry. I've just given up on a lot of things so this is the best I can manage.